HATE MA[i]L[E]
got my first piece of flattering hate mail the other day. i believe it was referencing the music video for the gimps “comfortable secret” but in a strange personal kind of way. it’s as if the video spoke directly to this formerly solid “fan”. either way it sounds like she got a whole bunch off her chest and ive gotta say its my first really negative response to a piece of art. not like “im not so into this tune” but more like
“hey there, creepy bitch u~ i can’t believe that u actually dared to try to e-mail me, ! i saw that super creepy video that ya made for ‘comfortable secret’ and ever since then have forgotten about you as a musician. i long ago had forgotten about you as a potential band crush. don’t no wat it iz about my horrible luck, maybe it’s that i’m in such a(n increasing shitty, unfortunately) bad ‘situation’ {yeah no thank you for your pathetically scanty consolations, earlier …} -* but i keep attracting these absolute sleaze-bags . that think it’s okay to emotionally (and otherwise?) masturbate to the thought of me, as some sickeningly idealized conception of a girl . you know what though? i live in the real world…the horribly unfair, misoginistic one where a good girl like me can be processed by ‘the Machine’ and tortured and twisted into something shes not : a scared, sickly, desperate ‘bitch’. fuck all of you creepy bastards, for perpetuating & being a part of the same old sick system that has been keeping talented opinionated females (like me) for fucking centuries. bad boys without an actual cause–besides amassing and maintaining some trash cult following, so they can satisfy deeply ingrained ego complexes…and ‘get laid’, basically–they are really beyond starting to make me sick. really, i’ve hated such types for quite a long tiempo…so, mister super-creep, self deluding psychopath (it seems, from that discusting ‘secret’-)- i say go f^ck yourself. and have night-mares in which a girl looking eerily similar to my self comes to stab your eyes out for daring to creep toward having a ‘nightly…emission’ at the thought of any girl looking remotely close to moi. get bent. stick your joystick in a meat grinder. and dont ever ever try contacting me again, unless to make a quick and sincere apology, to satisfy and console my ass, aight? thnx !”
The Gimps – “Comfortable Secret” off of the album Nothing New For Trash Like You available from goodluck/badluck , itunes, amazon, and cdbaby
-chris matule
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